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That's exactly what happened to me for the most part of my life. In 4-5th grade I had a best friend, then she changed school, and in 6h grade I was pretty much a loner. In 7th grade I had a best friend but most of the time she was kicking me around and we'd argue for nothing. I mean, really nothing, like a detail on a photograph or something. We had a couple other friends but most of the time I was teased for stupid things, like my walk not being girly enough. Honestly, they tried to teach me to write and walk "like a girl".

Then I moved back to France, and my class sucked ass. Really. I was basically "the girl who used to live abroad". They had no idea where I used to live, some of them thought it was England (yeah right that's why I came to the class trip) and even some dude thought I was Chinese. Apparently dark hair was enough for him to think that... the friends I had at that time just kept manipulating each other, wasn't much fun for me.

The following year, I was part of a group of friends. My sarcasm wasn't funny enough for them, I was labelled "Chandler" ('Friends' character who keeps making bad jokes). Again, I was the victim because I was different. My clothing taste and humor never suited anyone anyway

In high school, it got better... I didn't like my class -though everyone was like "OMFG BEST CLASS EVUR I LUFF YOU"- and I had trouble actually getting to know the people I hung out with (I still talk to them now, which is a good sign I guess, I tend to lose touch with people).

Aaaand I met Poink - finally someone to match my twisted mind and humor. I R happy nao. I think I found peace in a way because I don't get upset at all. Or it really doesn't last. I'm either completely crazy or I've found balance.

Chazie wrote: We had a couple other friends but most of the time I was teased for stupid things, like my walk not being girly enough. Honestly, they tried to teach me to write and walk "like a girl".

That happened to me too! In high school I had a group of "friends" in which I felt like an extreme outsider. This one time we had a conversation about guys, and one of the girls turned to me and said something like; "I know why you're single. You're not girly enough." I asked her what she meant, and she went on; "Well, you walking is very... manly. I think you're scaring the boys away."
Really, what the hell. Excuse me for not waving my ass around in front of people's faces. And if people get scared of me by such an irrelevant thing like the way I walk, they're probably idiots anyway.

And hey! Chandler is awesome.

Chazie wrote:Aaaand I met Poink - finally someone to match my twisted mind and humor. I R happy nao. I think I found peace in a way because I don't get upset at all. Or it really doesn't last. I'm either completely crazy or I've found balance.

*sawb* I'm so honored ;_; I have a PURPOSE IN LIFE: I MADE SOMEONE HAPPY. AT LAST ONE PERSON CAN SUPPORT ME
And my twisted bad humor olawd

and ah, the best is to keep being yourself than to fake to be someone you're not. ;D

vonHohenheim wrote:

Chazie wrote: We had a couple other friends but most of the time I was teased for stupid things, like my walk not being girly enough. Honestly, they tried to teach me to write and walk "like a girl".

That happened to me too! In high school I had a group of "friends" in which I felt like an extreme outsider. This one time we had a conversation about guys, and one of the girls turned to me and said something like; "I know why you're single. You're not girly enough." I asked her what she meant, and she went on; "Well, you walking is very... manly. I think you're scaring the boys away."
Really, what the hell. Excuse me for not waving my ass around in front of people's faces. And if people get scared of me by such an irrelevant thing like the way I walk, they're probably idiots anyway.

And hey! Chandler is awesome.

Wow, sounds a lot like me. They also wanted to make me write like a girl. But I wouldn't write in pink ink and make bubbes on top of my i's just to make them happy...
And yes if luv Chandler ^^

Poink -- I found that out years ago, it's just that people kept telling me I wasn't doing things right, so it didn't really convince me that being myself was the right thing to do. Now I know it is.
That saying, "it's better to be alone than in bad presence", it took me a while to understand that making friends just for he sake of having people around you is useless, it's even worse if you hate the people you're "friends" with. So being alone or with only a couple of friends is ok. No one listens to each other in big groups anyway, that's why I like small commitees better.

I CANT be girl I just can't I'm too much like a guy, i've never been girly, i've just been me O.o so yeah, i just do not fit in with the other girls as much XD

I feel kinda sad because of that though, I feel like the only girl in the class that makes the most goof-ups and its kinda sad lol, the girls that are even remotly like guys are so popular they won't talk to you or they just don't talk X:

Be yourself! It's always the best. Back in school I was trying desperatly to fit in and be like the other girls, even though I didn't really like them. Wanted to be popular, you know. And now, I realize that I was such a loser back then, because I cared too much about what others thought of me. Imagine all the fun I would have had if I had just been more myself and less of a people pleaser. Being popular is highly overrated anyway. People expect things from you all the time, and it makes you work your ass off just to please them. And in the end, you're just as unhappy about yourself as you were to begin with.

Gawd, I suddenly feel very old. I'm not, really. O_o

Wow! I know someone who used to be very popular, she was friends with the popular people, went out with the popular guys, all that stuff... But then she thought "Oh what the hell am I doing" and she just told everyone to piss off. She feels a lot better like that, she said being friends with the right people isn't as fun as being friends with people you actually like.

lol i know i do not want to be popular. >.> augh,

I just wish i had one dependable person there that i could rely on and would make me feel better when those boys are bothering me.

At my city school i was doing alright, it wasn't popular, or in the middle, i had it just the way i felt comfortable, i had friends actually, and i knew those people, here i am lost. I don't even barely know the other class

The LP wrote:

Rache wrote:too add, I just hate sports because I am a bit lazy but i never cared much for them, i just like to sit, draw, listen to music, or read.

Haha! Me too. The only sport I actually like is baseball, but nobody down here plays it. The big thing here is basketball which I LOATHE. And since it's hillbilly country, everyone totally pops a boner at NASCAR. WTF!? It's just cars going around and around in a circle, wasting gas!!

Ohhh god. My Driver's Ed teacher is a hillbilly and he is really excited because some NASCAR driver is coming to our class to talk about road dangers. OMG KASEY KAHNE! I don't know who he is, but I am so going to get his autograoh.

Actually, my cousin is one of those popular girls.
Sometimes I go out with her friends when I have nothing better to do but God! There are sooooo boring. Their talk about how much guys their got in the last party or the time did their something “super amazing” and everybody get all “oooooowwww!!! You are so cool!!”
*vomit*

VampireBunny wrote:Actually, my cousin is one of those popular girls.
Sometimes I go out with her friends when I have nothing better to do but Sweet Monkey Pie! There are sooooo boring. Their talk about how much guys their got in the last party or the time did their something “super amazing” and everybody get all “oooooowwww!!! You are so cool!!”
*vomit*

Lol i hate it also when all they talk about is talk about who is dating who, gossip and stuff, like this will help me later on in life. I don't really care about the fucking dating game >.> I've never went out with someone or had a boy friend/Girl friend (i have better things to do then to worry about that....) so i wouldn't know. WHY ASK ME?!

Today i did talk to some of the girls. It was mostly about us complaining about our fitness classes lol but i do admit some of the girls here aren't as snobby as some of the super popular girls where i went, especially one, and i really hated her, she was just, wow. Horrible

I remember this moment in Spanish class long ago, the girl in the text was complaining because the girls in her class only talked about boys and clothes. One of the girls in my class said "She doesn't talk about boys or clothes? What does she talk about?"
...I have very long and interesting conversations that don't even scrape those subjects.

Some of the girls in our class this year are pretty much "lololol hair clothes boyfriend party" but some of them are nice. But most of the times they're like "Oh look at x's new hair, she's so ugly like that and oh her top is so ugly and she has a fat ass blalabla...."
The's a LOT of backtalk in our class.

Oh I just HATE it
How they dare to judge people on appearance ?
How an HAIRCUT can change your fucking personnality ?

Oh, man. I had to put up with plenty of shit as a kid, too. It's true, they can be real ass-holes, and let's just say that most of them tend to stay ass-holes when they get older. Hell, I say one little thing wrong on accident, and they're all laughing their asses off at it. Or I don't express that much interest in whatever idiotic activity they're obsessing over, and they look at me like, "OMG! Freak!" It's only starting to get a little better now, but some people I know just can't grow up and get a real life. Ever.

Same here u_u once i got labelled "girl who says weird stuff", the made fun of me at every unusual thing i said.